Jay Chou

Listen to that song.
Suddenly it came to me.
Went to find it at youtube.
Now I finally know the song name for real.

I remember you used to sing it.
You sang it once when you were still in your music school.
I recorded it too I think.

How things changed.

Wonderland

I have no idea why wonderland reminds me of the trip we planned.
After so long,
I've forgotten where we planned to go.
Haha.
Finally, a slight memory failed me.
Maybe I'm starting to forget.

But how come I kept thinking of you wherever I am?
ARGH~

I know you might find Alice in Wonderland very kiddish,
but yet you'll go with me.
Just so that I can scream, "BABY!! The cat is so cute!"
Then you'll let me lie on your shoulder and smile.
Thinking how happy I am,
perhaps I might still be sniffing the DKNY Be delicious perfume you often wear,
and smile.

Vivid memories.
Fragments.

I wonder do you think of it sometimes.

Dreams

I can't believe it..
For two consecutive nights,
I dreamt about you..

6 hours.

In just 6 more hours,
it's your birthday.

But this time,
I wasn't given a chance to make it better.

I'm sorry for the two horrible birthday planned by me.
I'm sorry I didn't do better.

I don't understand.
Just one glance at you,
everything came back to me as if it just happened.
All emotions rushed back up and I just can't let it go.

While I'm thinking of why can't I let go,
and wonder what would happen if it never happen,
what if we're still together,
I see that you have completely let go of everything we shared.

That,
killed me once again.

=(

I hate that you influence me so much.
Hate that the way you talk to me the other day was so,
emotionless.
Hate that,
we're just friends.

I saw you walked pass today.
I almost wanted to hug you from the back.
And yet,
you can't be bothered anymore.

It kills me wondering what you want to meet me for when you suggested a meet up.
You gave up and threw the chance away.

"I'm not asking for another chance or what"
That's what you said.

If I hate you,
why do I still miss you.

I'm a loser.

Just one look.

I thought I'm over it..
But just one meet up,
one look at you,
it all just comes back.

Will I ever get over it?
Will I ever get over you?

:(
You'll be going UK,
I should be going Aussie.

Maybe by then it will be over...

I bet until today, you still don't know this place remains.